Sex with Nina is different from what I'm used to. Sure, some of it has to do with not killing her in the process. I'm not that bad at self-awareness. I think it's the mutualness of the whole thing. She wants it as bad as I do.
That I'm not used to.
At first I was afraid I wouldn't be able to perform in a more - traditional - fashion than I was used to. I needn't have worried. She handled me like an expert. In the end, it was wonderful.
I could get used to this.
You don't belong here...
I am not like most people. Probably I'm not like you. I have a compulsion, a need, a desire. I have done horrible things. And I'll do them again.