You don't belong here...

I am not like most people. Probably I'm not like you. I have a compulsion, a need, a desire. I have done horrible things. And I'll do them again.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

A Different Type of Sex

Sex with Nina is different from what I'm used to. Sure, some of it has to do with not killing her in the process. I'm not that bad at self-awareness. I think it's the mutualness of the whole thing. She wants it as bad as I do.

That I'm not used to.

At first I was afraid I wouldn't be able to perform in a more - traditional - fashion than I was used to. I needn't have worried. She handled me like an expert. In the end, it was wonderful.

I could get used to this.